Death

Death_ something that you never want to happen_ you don’t even want to think about it_ but after you’ve been through everything that I’ve been through than_ death is nothing but a word

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Death_ means nothing to me anymore_ its just a word hardly uttered_ its something I hope for_ dream for_ but its something that can’t happen to me_ trust me I’ve tried_ too many times

Before we had moved I would’ve never thought of death or suicide_ suicide or death_ I would’ve cried at the thought_ but now after all of the horrible things I’ve been through_ I wish for it everyday_ ever birthday_ any chance I get

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Deaths something I want_ but can never get_ its something my mom fears_ but its something that brings me great joy_ death it’s the only answer at least for me_ this pain inside of me is becoming to unbearable to handle_ so death I hope it happens soon_ so I can finally be happy and live in peace

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Death (4x)

Chorus 2

The one thing I hope for_ wish for_ ask for_ dream for_ need ( absolutely positively need )

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Chorus 2 (2x) fades out

Big Surprise

I’m cold

I’m alone

I’m tired and I hurt

Because of u I’m so sad

I’m so mad

But big surprise

I should’ve saw it

Big surprise

That u left me here

Big surprise

That u went with him

u always do

I should’ve gotten out when I had the chance

But now its too late

Why’d u have to go with him when he beats u

u know that’s not how he is suppose to treat u

But big surprise

u think that u love him

Since u’ve been with him for almost 15 years

How could u chose him over me

But that was u’r choice

I should’ve saw it coming (3x)

Because u would never leave him

Big surprise

I should’ve guessed

Big surprise

I knew it all along

Big surprise (3x)

I knew it all along

Big surprise (4x)

I should’ve guessed that u would leave me for him (2x)

I should’ve guessed(2x)

Why’d u leave me for him (2x)

u know he beats u and that’s not how he is suppose to treat u

Why’d u leave me for him (2x)

but big surprise (2x)

I knew it all along